This book tells the story of my own FemDom journey, spanning nearly five years, from a moderately dominant wife to a truly perverted female predator. Looking back from the present, it’s surprising even to me how many boundaries I’ve crossed, how viscerally arousing the dominant role is, how self-evident it has become to control men other than my husband on a short leash, and how I’m not afraid to talk about it openly. During my adventures, I’ve had personal relationships with over 50 men, held nearly 200 “sessions,” and experienced countless experiences and orgasms with my four VIP subs. All of this not as a “professional” dominatrix, but as a civilian woman who was not attracted by financial gain, but by expanding the repertoire of her D/s experiences that can be experienced within the framework of a relationship.
The book consists of four major parts, which present the main milestones of my FemDom journey so far:
- The first part is a presentation of the process of my increasingly deepening relationship with my two VIP subs – Benjamin and Jonathan – who are familiar from my previous book – through spicy sex stories, as the relationship between us transforms into a kind of D/s lover relationship, in which they receive more and more from me both sexually and emotionally.
- In the second part, I share the stories of some of my more memorable casual D/s relationships, my sometimes slightly unpleasant, sometimes risky or surprisingly positive peak experiences with a transgender “woman”, a cheekyily young university student, a lesbian sub girl, a dominant man first stept into submission, a foreign businessman, and men from other cultural backgrounds.
- The third part is about my increasingly numerous casual sexual adventures, the hedonistic enjoyment of money and power, which is colored by the intense experiences I had with my partner, a lover who appeared from my past, my unexpected sex relationship with a man I met from my civilian life, my online long-distance fans and the social BDSM games I experienced at fetish parties.
- The fourth part is the story of my two new – more intense and perverse than ever – VIP relationships, in which I was able to live out all my dirty and creative fantasies that I had no chance to have with my previous partners, and that I had never thought would ever excite me before. With Gellért and Noel, I went all the way to the limit – or maybe a little beyond – that I still consider healthy and that I feel can be undertaken without causing serious mental and physical pain.
Similar to my previous book, my permanent sub, who is also my partner, is constantly present in the background throughout the book, and through the conversations I have with him, I analyze the boundary crossings I have experienced with my subs, my personal dilemmas, the awkward, risky or psychologically painful situations, and the positive and negative effects of all this on our relationship.
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